A New Chapter Begins

Every spring a new chapter begins again. The world re awkens in life. The religions across the world celebrate this most auspicious time with the highest celebrations. Astrology has it's ideas in this new time as all the planets shift this year and the great Pluto, slowest planet ,moves to Aquarius creating new energies we've never experienced. Whatever your tradition, a new chapter is here. I have my own personal beliefs but i am open and intrigued by all as in the end they seem to sync up in my opinion.

I have most of my home packed up except the daily things I need til I have the Uhaul loaded up. It is so crazy for I see I am moving, am packing but having no exact destination seems like a fog. I didn't want to just move to a town and find out I didn't like it so I went for investigating areas then picking one. I have lived in one town for 56 years, lived in Longmont 5 and now I am open to be floating until I find the next home. I don't think I realize how interesting it will be to not have my own cocoon, my own lovely bed for a bit. Yet inside I feel a freedom and joy when fear isn't creeping in.

We have so many chapters to life. Childhood, teenager years, the 20s, marriage, children perhaps, then the empty nest onto the last open road to the end. So this spring 2025, I begin yet another chapter in yet another community I am unfamiliar with. I did it once so I now know I can do it again. This time I will be on the east coast far closer to so many I know. My family and nieces will be about so it all will be different with that familiar reference I didn't have here. I also had the 2020 phenomena I dealt with which wasn't condusive to socializing and meeting new friends. It has been a chapter in Colorado!

I like when a chapter ends with a definite ending or a moving or a cord cut. It makes it more clear. I have had issues with clear boundaries, knowing myself from others. So I like that it is just done, complete, no ties, no dangles. I will move and be gone. It is clearer to me than other chapters that seem to blend into the others. I have learned so much out here and enjoyed the beauty. We all know when it is time for something new. We get a voice, a hit, an idea that builds inside as we go for the changes we make in life. It often takes longer to actually decide than it moves once we do. I had been toying with this when Erika moved to Costa Rica but she returned often. Now she is far away for quite a while so I need more family connection.

There is fear when something ends often but excitement too. When we expand there will be that bit of I don't know if all will work out feeling. Anything new, that we have no reference for will bring in those scary, doubtful feelings. It is survival and natural for us to not enjoy uncertainty. We want to see how it all comes together and works out. Yet our world today doesn't offer such certainty anymore. Each week if not day, the news is filled with crazy stuff. We have to get grounded within so these changes, shifts and uncertainty doesn't rattle us too much. 

The freedom I will have in a week is  beyond any freedom I have ever experienced. It feels free to just trust and go along visiting others, checking out areas, networking events and teaching woman at retreats as I discover my new home.  I have no where to be really and no one to decide for but myself. This is so huge for me as I always put others first. It is good to be older and know myself well. I know what people I want to collaborate with where ever I go. I know what interests me and makes me feel grounded and alive. I love being on my own a lot for I was a flower farmer and we spend most days alone in the garden. 

I do aspire to find another partner in this new chapter. For whatever reason that hasn't resurfaced but I will be looking as I travel. Partnership is valuable to me but not at any cost. I want the right person that is their own and we can come together. Many I have dated want to mold you and I am not up for that nor do I want to do that to another. Let's be bright lights of our own that come together for fun. It has been a long road without a partner but things are set the way they are. Acceptance and working with conditions an important part of working with life. 

What new chapter are you beginning? It may be much less clear as mine but you are in a new spring chapter. New seeds are growing and expansion calls us all to be renewed.. Embrace it with vigor. It may not be exactly what you wanted or twists and turns came along and you are adapting. I have been there so many times! We do get to choose to make it fun, loving the highest good even if it is scary or sad or different. These new chapters deserve the inward time to really reflect, let go, til the soil and know what essence of things you are heading for. Embrace the new chapter with enthusiasm and peace. It will be good for you even if you don't know that yet. 

I inspire you to again renew, rejuvenate, expand, rebirth, all of it or whatever part of it you express. In small or big ways it is important to expand and become anew. Know yourself better from others or their expectations. It is a pivotal moment in humanity as all the ancients tell us. Use it for yourself. Be more you or explore parts of you that never got any soil. It is the perfect energy to expand into a new expression. I am going it through it big and enthused. The divine plan is the divine plan. Be open, be hopeful, find joy and pleasure in the world where you can and embrace this big world shift! Get ready. Being strong inwardly will be your greatest blessing.!.

​Love and Blessings to all this spring!