Flowing in Life

It has not quite hit me that I am of no location at this moment. Landed safely in PA in the most lovely spot in Ottsville! Looking forward to see what has changed over the last 5 years.  The lushness is magical after being in semi desert conditions. I feel the juice of life and water! It feels like a vacation which I can remember having an intention along the way that life was like a vacation so here it.is. My girlfriend still here who drove with me and she had a farm here too so we will be checking out the old homesteads.

I am here to teach a woman's day retreat so I will be connecting with old friends and sharing water and woman's health. I look forward to the free form I am living and what will come forward in it. I used to love free flowing days but now it is free flowing life. Rhythm and structure have their place so I am looking for things that will ground me and create rhythm in my days. Being on the road you need things to keep the adventure grounded. I will do my tai chi, drink my Enagic turmeric tea in the morning. I figured I would go inward and mediate, pray, reset, whatever you want to call it. Looking for those few simple pleasures that will remind me life is normal. 

I also find the most magical things that come forward when you have a loose schedule. It was always my favorite for you had little plans but things would flow in that I would never suspect and I would get lots done! Almost an oxymoron but it would seem to work better for me. Some of us are better on the fly or learn how to be open to what shows up. It is a practice in trust. I feel like I learn trust every year deeper. As I age I realize that it is the thing that I get the most learning from. I could never orchestrate with my mind the goodness that occurs in spontaneous living. Not for everyone but this leg is truly a open end. 

The desire to know the answer, be settled in what is next is just how we are programmed. It is a study in trust to know that all works out as it always has. The mind wants to make sense of things and be prepared for a down turn or have a back up plan. Flowing requires just moving in trust and faith that the right things show up just in time. I will learn that trust more than ever. I do realize that since I chose this path east, things have synchronized beyond my imagination. So to the open road. 

Perhaps you can find places to trust and flow. It is a good practice to know the universe, world, God has your back even if you don't see it. I have always landed on my feet as I am sure you have too. It is nice to let go of the plan and see if there is more available that is higher good than you could think through. I find it delightful and very present. I, too, get scared or wondering sometimes but then I tell my mind to take a break, let my heart flow and allow things to come to me. It is far more exciting and actually greater than my plans. I do however, still get that mind in there telling me it's story. 

Trust is a power though. May you try to play with it knowing something in you has a greater idea of what will bring in joy!