Rooted in Safety

It has been a long journey since I left Colorado in April. I have been across country to various spots, in PA for a month, to so many places in North Carolina, beach included and even South Carolina beaches. The mountains and lakes in this state so very beautiful! All in an effort to find that next spot to thrive and enjoy. I wanted to write about the most powerful learning I have had about safety. I have been off my farm for over 10 years and that was the last time I truly was in full safety.

Not that I don't feel safe but it took me years to learn that the safety is within, not in the outside conditions. I had never lived alone, never been out of my hometown for 56 years but a few years here and there. So the safety I knew being a Doylestown girl was never to be created in such that way again. I will never have such a community like that and it took me a while to recreate what safety, community and feeling at home meant. I wasn't ever scared as in fear of my life, but to have the reference points of a place I knew so well.

I enjoyed Colorado so thoroughly. I went to so many vestas, Rocky Mountain National Park many weekends in a row, hiking in snow and sunshine. On lakes, through canyons and gushing streams, so much terrain I never was clued in on. Even skiing and camping in the most remote places ever. It was so fun but it was not my land. After my daughter left, it felt very far away from all I knew of the East Coast and not so easy to return. So I decided to come back east to where most of my family was, knowing that safety is often just community you love. PA also gave me that connection to remember all I know that out west seemed so far away.

Now after being about the state for about 3 months and in again so many waterfalls, vistas, mountains and beaches, I find that safety has yet another layer than just reference and familiarity. It really begins with me being fully in my body and sensing the world from there. For empaths, projectors or sensitives, they will understand what I mean. We get so overwhelmed by the energy of spaces that nature, outdoors with less people is where we can really feel ourselves. I knew it mentally, the grounding, the be in the body but I have finally gotten to where I know that embodiment feeling that all talk about.

It is visceral and like coming from the pelvic bowl of your being. If things scare me, I just jumped outside to my head or beside my body. It is a reaction created so long ago when I was little. With the world field so filled with fighting and negativity, it was just how I managed to surf the field. Now, after all this travel and home jumping, I have learned that true safety for woman comes from being fully in the body. It is such a powerful shift for me that I wanted to share for those whom may need it. 

I had to as I went to each land or place,  really sink inside myself to feel whether it was my home. I didn't want to use logic or this is the best place for business or to meet people but a place where I could just exhale and relax fully for no reason. As I began doing that along the way, it became clear that as long as I was in my body, most everywhere was safe. Yes the mountains resonate most to me here but honestly, safety and security can be created anywhere. It is an inside job. When I feel fully in my body, not outside it surfing the field if I am ok or safe, it easily tells me where to be and how. 

I am kind of amazed that I had not figured this out earlier with all my studies but perhaps we are in a time where safety really matters in a new way and I had to be ungrounded so to speak to realized what grounding really means. As a woman who flows so often with others and adapts and flexes, it was a beautiful thing to feel myself just as myself.  It sounds weird when I explain it but it is really a wonderful feeling. So many of us are up in our head and stop the inflow energy at the heart. Especially as woman, we are not fully in our body down to the root.

As I have been learning this, grounding fully inside and adapting and adjusting, I have found that when I fully sit in my pelvic bowl, life is easy and magical. The head and doing or worry is gone. The anticipate for safety is gone. The concern or problems are no longer controlling me in panic or anxiety. I am truly going with the flow knowing as I come from deep. inside my body, all is well. The mind takes a break and I use it for those things it is needed but it is no longer the commander of the ship. I think many need to learn this grounding within and we are creating it so we can develop a new world and new safety.

As woman it has been a long road to feel safe. Many of us in youth were not and so this shut off from the earth, from our body connection that is there. We don't really realize how much until we begin to practice it and then live it. That is the magic of feminine flow, in the safety we give ourselves by fully sinking inside ourselves. Not worried about who thinks what or how we are judged but how we sit in ourselves when alone. It is so simple yet we have not done it as a gender with all that has occurred. It is a cellular memory to fix the outside so we are safe. A man, a home, the money or a look. However, all along those things will never create safety. Only sitting inside, connected to the earth flow so feminine and supportive, will that true command and safety be felt 

We know this feeling for many times we are safe but to practice what that feels like in a conscious way really brings the roost of safety and magical living into play. We are not the same doers as men but a different set of gifts and energies is how we weave the world. We can never truly experience it often if we are not fully in the body and that requires safety. We could even be in safety but still caught in the loop of we are not and up too high in our reference that we can not create in our magical power. 

That seems why self love has been the importance key most speak of and we just couldn't get it. We know we need more time to ourselves but never give it for we are not fully in our body in our safe space. We are still jumping around adapting to others and we miss the sweet wonder of fill up from below or within first then flowing over. It is really quite ironic that since we didn't really understand the unsafe feeling that we have as a collective and in old times we needed men and others to survive. Now we don't. We can upgrade and give ourselves the opportunity to know safety and be in our body fully.

Our gifts, our ideas our notion of next comes from deep inside us. When we are settled and listening there, then we use our minds to create and find the solutions. We don't do it first from the mind without that safety or we just choose things for safety rather than true expressions of ourselves. We have done this for centuries and it is now time for a new way. This balance we are leading into comes from us within. safety first, in the body fully, ideas come, then the mind moves them. When we do it from our fullness, it works better for us.

Not from half safe or listening to others, or because this is what is done but from within ourselves fully, safety comes. From there overflow becomes so easy for we are fed. Allowing divinity from above and safety of the earth below, we are just the conduit for what is next. We have missed the value of below and the dishonor of the earth and woman has not supported us to learn. When we do practice what true safety feels like in our body, down to the pelvic bowl, the root, we are so much more powerful running the energies through our body.

It is so much less stressful, anxious, unsafe and panicky. As one on the road for over 4 months, it has been a blessing to learn. Had I never been on this journey, I may never of got the power of living fully in safety myself. From here we can direct and control, do and achieve in our magic way and use the mind to its proper end. We are just different with this feeling nature and body. We operate differently than testoserone and we have been creating as they do, burning ourselves out, not knowing our power or value and it is why we are unfulfilled no matter how beautiful it looks outside us. 

In the end, the truth of the matter is, I really had to embrace my lil girl inside and let her know I was sorry for not really mothering her the way I do others. That is where the self love comes in. Not as a practice but as I deep knowing we have not taken care of ourselves as well as others. As we do, as we create safety in the body, really sink into it and allow it to share its wisdom, intuition, we act from the center near our yoni, where we are the greatest, soft, gentle and vibrant creators we are.

It is such a beautiful understanding and I look forward to teaching and sharing this simple practice with others who are like me with this sensitive nature.  It is about pleasure, about savoring, about oxytocin and safety. Then the world will shift so fast like magic for we are the creators of life here. 

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