The In Between

A new year is upon us. We are ringing out the old and bringing forth the new. After the 21 of December, the sun  begins to come back to brightness in our area. It is the ending of  the dark  early nights with the rebirth of the Sun. I find myself quite inward. I have spent many moments reflecting on what is next as I go through the festive holy days. 

As life would have it, my daughter probably won't be rooting into Colorado as we thought.  I am so far from the places and people I know. I wonder as the world turns in quite an unexpected way, do I belong here? It is a wild question to visit yet again. I have almost 4 years under my belt and I have some great friends and have adventured over many of these mountains. I only ever lived in one town my whole life so to move anywhere or away from where I just built 4 years of life seems like a lot to me. I believe we are in this great in between.

In between the new president and the old. Between the beliefs we had about many things but new light is changing our perspective.  Between the holiday where we are so busy and the quiet of January. Between the old world and this new world and a place that has more individuality and peace.  Between what is really going on and what will be in the future. The void, the space, the hang time as we shift from one form to another. It is the wildest time in the world like never before. The larger world is in between, and here I am, in between. Any one relate????

It seems perfect that it is a holiday during this in between. A time of love, gifts, warmth, gathering and sharing treasures. It feels good to exhale and receive of the magic of the season. It has held me in my time of inward musings of what could be next. The beauty of the tree, the slower pace of life, the more engagement and more quiet alone time. It feels healing and releasing. Just enjoying it all about me. I don't know what is next but I can play with ideas in my head. Part of the gift of winter that the gardener uses to design the spring garden. 

I don't know if I ever got the real truth of the magic imagination. I have used it negatively so much of my life. Worried, picturing bad scenarios, being prepared as they say by fully being ready  for a crisis. It hasn't been as helpful that way. I realize now that the rest, the in between is used for just imagining desires or feeling the divine energy fill us. It is what the rest is. We just fill with the good and wonder of being present and using the imagination to feel into things fully. When the slate is clean, your not sure what to do, you can play with ideas and dreams in your head. It is so powerful. We are not using this magic enough. At least I haven't used it as well as I could.

We are a hustle culture that if we are idle, a guilt or an jittery feeling comes in. What am I doing? I can't just sit here. Start getting things done are some of the things I hear. But it seems wrong. How can we really know what we want as a soul, as an individual, rather than what you have been taught to desire without really playing with it in our minds. Feeling in to it. I have followed the rules and ideas of society most but now I am finally giving me, Lyn Ann Marie a chance to play with my ideas. Many that have been put aside for the others in life. Now I can see, is this what I want? 

I think it is critical to us all to really put aside some time to play with the mind and imagination about the world. About where the larger world could go if we unite well. Where our lives could go as we change the paradigms? What we can do to be more secure and enjoying in our individual life? I have found it quite fun and realize just by playing in those ideas, the possibilities become open to all the world. We expand the consciousness, the field, we add more options and creativity to the field. 

I am using this in between time as a joyous respite with myself. Imagining, investigating, daydreaming and wondering. I am embracing this mysterious time as a charming mystery rather than uncertain fate. I am not sure how the world, me or us will morph. I do realize more as the energies come in, I am more powerful to create than I ever imagined.. We are embodying this new power to play more clearly and masterly with matter. This excites me and I trust when the right things come in, it will whirl of its own energy. 

As we learn how to be more grounded in our bodies while connected with our spirit, this rest, in between, this moment to fill with our spirit and then imagine what could come forth feels good. It seems like the connection to our highest soul, perhaps purpose, even destiny as the world morphs, we too morph into a greater self. I invite you to embrace these moments as well as the gathering moments. The rebirth is here of the sun, the Son of God as believed in religion, the power of you the child of the universe.  Enjoy putting time into what is to become and be.  We are the creators. We are realizing this so add unto the world in ways of kindness and charm that will built a more peaceful world. 

​Happy Solstice!

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