Weird Energy!

I don't know about you but I am in such a weird state. It feels like all around me is falling apart but inwardly, I am calm and actually quite joyful. Crazy! Any one else feeling this loving energy as the world morphs?

I have all kinds of old thought forms coming up too. Old ideas, fears, panics, confusion, all these wild emotions yet I am calmly watching them pass by. I am noticing and giving them the space to be seen but it is not carrying me into any emotional state. It is quite different as often when fear, panic, confusion comes up, I get scared, could cry, could feel all alone, etc... However, today I am just calmly releasing. 

It feels like I have this great power inside or watcher that is just letting go of the old and outworn. I am not avoiding these emotions that at others times I would just put a happy face on it. I have problems with no solutions as of yet however, I am not being drawn into the emotional drama of it. I am not trying to do either, it just is. So if you are feeling some crazy odd feelings, just watch. Be in the be of it, not the doing. Often when problems surface we jack out the mind into doing to solve. For some reason that is not how it is coming through right now. 

I feel like we are in a clearing phase. A new world needs to come forward but there needs to be space for it. So all the pieces of me that are not going to help the current situation seem to be showing up. I am recognizing the parts and emotions without getting engaged  in it like other times.  Sometimes tears or feelings come but as I look at them, they seem to go away. The usual yipping or grabbing on and funneling to more of those type feelings are not coming up. It feels odd yet really good.

I look at this as the letting go of old things. I feel a very lovely feeling at the same time. Just loving on myself, watching this surf and allowing this observation to be the practice rather than the doing to solve. That lets me realize this is a clearing of sorts to allow solutions to come in. I don't even feel like I need to do anything. This is a bit weird as I usually go into solve mode. Yes, they need to be solved and soon yet I am not drawn to do it. Just watching and listening to these pieces of myself as they show up, get their say and then go away.

If you find this coming up of situations or emotions happening or things are triggering you, Just WATCH! It is easier in this moment. It is like a victim or confused girl of me is just needing to be heard and released. Making room for solutions, creativity, new expansion and fun answers. This is how I am reading it. It feels cleaning. Very weird and odd. 

I feel like our world is also showing us the most wild outrageous as well. Rather than react....., notice and if it causes something in you, just watch it. Don't engage. I feel like it is easier to do this where as at other times I had to redirect and it took energy to do this. Today, it is just surfacing, I am watching, it is leaving and all while I am quite calm and solid inside. This is kind of weird to me but welcomed!!!

Light to us all as we morph together into something else and we don't know what it is to be. Uncertainty high. Just allow. Creativity works like that. You are doing something creative and don't usually know the full end but embrace the mystery of creating. If you need support, I am always available. I do coaching and have been through quite a transition for many years and have excellent ways to manage and still be in joy. It has become quite a mastery!

Love to you all!!