What a huge word for such a little word! When I got my Masters in Spiritual Science, MSS, my spiritual intention was to trust in life. Trust in the goodness, trust in co-creating with divinity, trust in myself, all seem to intermingle. It was the one thing on the highest level, the spiritual level that I wanted a blessing in. I knew if I could trust in life, I could relax and I would see the beauty in all things.
A tall order really for us all. We want to. Somewhere inside we do but there is so much against that in our thinking and seeing and feeling often. It was deep work to create and come up with the one thing that we felt we personally needed on the journey. We created a physical, emotional, mental and spiritual intention over the 3 years. All had many beautiful blessings. This one was mine. TRUST.
I have been playing with this idea for many years. It morphs, I am challenged and empowered by reaching for this trust in life. It is a letting go that is beyond me at times. It is way up there some days where I am not able to consider such a thing. I want to. I know inside I can but really manifesting or expressing it a journey while I am alive.
I share to inspire you to play with this word. Do you trust? Could you trust is life? In that there a great good underneath everything like 20/20 hindsight shows us? Should we trust in life? How grand it would be to trust in life and that the highest good is occurring even if my little mind can't see it... Feel it....... Know it ....Express and live it.
Just Trust in it all.
Can I throw caution in the wind and trust this is all truly beautiful on some level? It feels like my style, my song to just know we will all be ok. All will be ok. We are spirits in a 3 dimensional reality. I know we are multidimensional. What if on some level I really know all works out and celebration comes in again? What if I put all my eggs in a basket that it is true and express it through my life? I believe I can. I can claim that I trust in the good in life and one day this will be a story to look back on. I get the opportunity to decide that, especially now.
I do trust that a highest good reigns and for whatever reason we are here experiencing this insanity, it is good and life will become better. Maybe on some greater level it is so I am to hold with that idea and belief. And be relaxed and settled. Strong and trusting. Giving it all up and finding safety in my heart. True safety that I will add unto this experience in a positive hopeful way having faith that good reigns. We are just cleaning ourselves perhaps of all the trash we carry. We get to see humanity in all its truth and ugliness. Even accept it.
As scary as it seems, I find peace in my heart as I trust and work for this belief in life as good and balancing. Loving enough through darkness to cleanse my fear. My anything that would not allow me to live in that love and joy of goodness. I am being asked if I do on some level and I am going for it!
" I build my world with my heart carrying this trust in life!
I do declare!"
Blessings to all for whatever you need!
I woke up today feeling so vital. I am not so sure why and won't question it. I had a tough day yesterday just wanting to do something but not. Frustrated or annoyed or not. It was like a polarity day that was weird so this morning is welcomed.
I follow the stars, the astrology as I find it gives a positive outlook on the greater orbs that effect our atmosphere. There is a new world coming, change is clear and things are falling apart. It seem the universe may have clues or atleast positive ways to see the craziness and ideas on how to move. There is clearly a cleansing process going on. I feel it in me as old memories and odd things pass by my consciousness. At times affecting me and at others it is like a story traveling by that I don't need to be concerned with and let it go onward. Many don't know good astrologers or believe and that is fine. We all get our inspiration to move forward from different sources.
It have had little energy for a good two years compared to life before. Many say your aging but I don't buy that. I went through a few years of crazy moving and created incredible adrenal blast out to my body. When I finally could exhale, illness set in and I have been rebalancing since. I believe it took me every bit of those two years to detox the cortisol and other things I slowly created. Thank goodness for the water to support. I just didn't listen or told myself I couldn't so it over rode me once I relaxed. I honored my desire to feel rather lethargic beyond what most would. I am thankful as the true energy of Lyn Ann is returning.
Feeling charged today feels so good. My hopeful attitude is running me high. It is over the top and the energy electric as though I am unconquerable. It feels like all is becoming and I am grounding in a new way of being. My vitality richer than before and my soul happy to be here and ready to add unto the world. This is a grand feeling especially after asking for years for the old Lyn to surface. But she had healing and rest, restoration and exploration of new things. So finally at the other side fully it seems.
I say this to allow yourself to ride your wave. Sometimes it is in a trough. You still do things but the passion, enthusiasm isn't there. It is not meant to be often so do your inner work. Some processes take time when we over do to correct. Honoring yourself even in the sleepy times is a lesson I learned. We have to miss take on things often and now I know even deeper to listen to my body. I feel my emotions and in less than a minute, it passes rather than stuff it down as we learned. Waiting for another time to feel it, Crazy advice! Exhausting not to just let the low energy be recognized and pass.
Honor yourself and whatever wave you are in. Our world in a down trough, so it will effects us all deeply. Allow time to rest and balance with all this information and wars. Lies, polarity, sneakiness, it is just too much to digest all at once. Like a tower moment crashing, not sure how or what will remain. Be gentle to you so you can keep your world going with joy even amidst the strife. Take breaks, listen to your body and follow what works to restore.
I feel like we have been getting strong individually for what comes next. To be grounded in our body and passionate towards creating what we want in this new world has been the call. Lots of inward reflection and value recognizing. I have been through the hardest part of my inward strife I claim. Time to be strong, open to recieving, open to help and ready for whatever comes my way. Grounded in this new Lyn Ann. Ha!
Be aware of where you are and honor it. All things are changing and you will find your joy and energy again if it is low. Honor yourself, strengthen yourself and find your power while the powers that be are falling down. We will collectively find solutions at some point but it may take all our participation and require us to feel powerful. I send all love and light on this most holy time of shift.
Blessings to you all!
Inspiring ways to love your life! Simple writings on how to see life in ways that bring joy, relaxation, oxytocin, health and vitality giggling through life!
|Lyn Ann Hicks
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