Fall is always a time of change! This year no different as life takes another new twist. My daughter moving to Costa Rica and I, here in Colorado to be with her...... and she's off again. The journey of parenting, supporting our children to do their life as they see best. We want to be close but just how that plays out differs for us all. Ironically, I hadn't been living near Erika for 10 years, since she left for college. These 3 years have been a fun delight. We thought we'd have roots here but life has other ideas for us. Things are a changing!
For me, I must admit I am a tad perplexed. I never thought I would be divorced but I was. I never thought I would live here without Erika and yet here I am. Deciding if this is my new home or a step onto the next chapter that takes me somewhere else. Honestly, I don't really know. I am not worried or concerned as this is a moment of "I have me, myself and I". What do all these me's want to do??? I don't think I ever just thought of myself since I became a mom. It is an interesting twist. I could end up somewhere in Costa Rica down the road or somewhere else. I just don't know. I am reveling in not really knowing. Using it as a time to connect with my highest self and expect to get messages and clues as to what is next.
Really to just asking myself what is next Lyn? It is really all up to me, my desires and my dreams. It is a large a question to a small town girl that has lived in one town for 56 years. Only 3.5 years here in Colorado. I am a newbie at the big world adventure. I always made choices based on family, my daughter or those around me. Now I can just choose for Lyn! Freeing and lonely sounding all at once.
This last 3 years have been a respite for me in life. I have healed myself here and slowed down my pace. I have given myself time to myself and tap into this new Lyn as I age and become the Wise Woman. The final, impactful chapter in a woman's life. It is exciting, opening, mysterious and challenging. I don't feel lonely for I have those key people that support a good, enjoyable life. I do miss partnership with a man. I see that coming in soon as I send off my girl and take on my own life to its fullest.
So much is changing in the outer world. I don't know where that will land either. We all are in a field of great change and transformation. We all unfolding in a new way together and individually. I am not surprised that I, too, feel this great revolution within. I think as we all address our inward revolution, we can integrate and together use this evolution for the best of humanity. It feels like a foggy time and when that is about, the yoga axiom is to just sit until it clears. If you can't see your path clearly, don't move quickly. Relax and look for the light on the path to show up. I feel that relax is here for me. I am sinking into uncertainty and not all that afraid.
We all should take this time when so much is changing to slow down and chill. It is the cooler season and our bodies need the rest from all the intense energy going on around us. We need to catch our breathe and digest all this swirling around us with weather, trauma, war, bickering, bipolar humanity. I think it is ok to not know how it will play out. Feeling this uncertainty, maybe it is the perfect time to connect inward, with your greatest self and decide where you want to be and how you want to add into the world. Not knowing gives us the dark sky of creativity, ideas yet formed. As we put our highest intentions into the field after thought and inward reflection, I believe we are molding that creative vortex! Maybe the fog is here so we all get straight with ourselves and our choices now, with the world in this state.
I feel this change as swift and deep. It is a big time in the world. Knowing what you think, how you want to live and what you are willing to stand by or add unto the world is empowering. I believe a new world is being formed and we are forming it minute by minute. As all shifts and swings about, get yourself right with you, your source, your high self. A perfect fall to really connect with yourself once again to see who and where you are at this new time with a life of great experience. We change daily and our goals, dreams and even values shift. What matters now? Where will it take you? It is time to just rest and lean into it.
I know I will feel a loss as the fall comes. However, I will also consider it a chapter complete. A short adventure in the same state near each other, creating ways to impact the world and peoples health has been abundantly productive for us both. Now we expand out and who knows how that will circle us back together again for another joyous encounter of daily life near each other. Without her, an opening appears. Maybe its the perfect space for the right man and partner to roll in. We never know how the universe will bring our wonder in but it always does.
Sit through this change and be very deliberate in your actions. It is a reactive time. We need peaceful, centered, directed people who know who they are and stand tall in themselves. True integrity and authenticity. A lot has happened. The world is not as we thought it was. Crazy shit is in the news consistently. The foundation is regrouping. Let us get ourselves right inside, clear and sure what we want to add in and experience. I believe knowing that as I will come up with my next chapter is the moment of design we are being called too. It is ok not to know so we can know.
Happy resting and fall. Things are changing. Find the solid rock in you so you can support stabilizing a world of more love. Health, Magical living, Sustainability, Regenerative Farming, Nature inspired living are my foundational message. Let us build that together. I look forward to hear what you are bringing forward!!
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